I saw your post under another section and I moved it to the mail Recovery Forum so that it doesn't get lost and we all have an opportunity to Welcome you to our Family.
I discovered last week that my 33 daughter has been addicted to meth for the past four years. I am grieving. She is scheduled to go to rehab next Monday but I have read so much on the internet that I think that is a lie. She has lost her business and we have been shutting things down for the past week. She lives with me but if she does not go on Monday, she will have to leave my house. Please pray that I will be strong enough to do this. God bless.
Go to Nar-Anon.org for a list of meetings near you. If there are none, try Al-Anon. Just please do find a meeting. Go at least 6 times before making any decisions on if you "like" it or not. It takes awhile to find a comfort level. Come to our online meetings. There is one almost every evening. Check under Announcements for days and times.
Keep Coming Back....we do understand what you are living through, we are also right there with you. You are never alone, never again.