It has been so quiet. No calls or texts from my Son.
We dropped of a bag of clothes at his friends house, our son was not there but I think that is where is staying for now.
My heart is still hurting, my gut still feels like its been kicked.
Today I ate, I showered, I made my bed, went to an online meeting.
It is hard to do the Normal things when I dont know how my son is......
I am ok.
I am taking care of me the best that I can for today.
My HP is looking out for me. He has sent me love, its amazing the things that "just happen".
I have to believe my HP is looking out for my son too.
So very thankful to all of you here, thank you for the phone calls and texts. It has helped me be OK
Thank you to my sponsor.
love you all,
Learning to let go..............with love