Just wanted to say Hi and Welcome! I'm not sure if you realize this yet, but the moment you logged onto this forum, you got yourself another Family.
One that is all about taking care of and supporting YOU. We can't fix your problems for you, but you can learn from those that have been there, what tools have worked for them and what things haven't and you decide which ones you think will work for you. But it's up to you to use them. Nobody else can do this for you, but we are all here for you to support and encourage you, celebrate your successes and pick you up when you fall. This is a life changing place, even if nothing else in your life changes, you have the power to change how you live yours in the midst of the chaos. Keep coming back. Read, share, learn from others. Get the literature and find a face to face meeting. Work the steps. Find a sponsor if you can. Most important, take care of yourself and keep coming back. ((HUGS))